21st
Sunday
after
Pentecost
Sunday, October 17,
2010
GOSPEL: Luke 18:1-8
Then Jesus told them a
parable about their need to pray always and not to lose heart. 2He said, "In a certain city there was a
judge who neither feared God nor had respect for people. 3In that city there was a widow who kept
coming to him and saying, 'Grant me justice against my opponent.' 4For a while he refused; but later he said to
himself, 'Though I have no fear of God and no respect for anyone, 5yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I
will grant her justice, so that she may not wear me out by continually
coming.'" 6And the Lord said,
"Listen to what the unjust judge says.
7And will not God grant justice to his chosen ones who cry to him day
and night? Will he delay long in helping them?
8I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them. And yet, when the
Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?"
Loneliness, Persistence, Liberation
+ In nomine Domini. Amen.
neighbor. Amen.
I
remember the first day I walked into the Trenton Psychiatric
Hospital in
the capitol city of New Jersey. I was one of 7 student chaplains that sweltering Summer
of 1969 who would spend three months of Clinical Pastoral Education, the
required learning program of every seminary student.
On
the one side of things I was deeply disappointed, since I had requested from
the placement director of my Lutheran Seminary at Gettysburg that I would do my
clinical training at the high security United States Penitentiary in Lewisburg,
Pennsylvania … thinking that I would get to meet it’s most famous prisoner at
that time … the infamous Jimmy Hoffa.
Instead
I was assigned to the facility treating persons with mental illness that was
founded in the 1840’s by Dorothea Dix the pioneer in treatment of persons with
mental illness. The hospital has now 500
beds. In 1969 it was overcrowded with
well over 3,000 patients.
On
June 1st, I parked my car in the lower parking lot and walked up the
tree-lined path to the front door of the hospital … all I could hear were the
screams and shouts of patients, several leaning out of second and third story
windows. It was 100°F, the same
temperature as the fever I was experiencing due to a bout of summer flu, and
after being admitted through the
front door, I made my way to the initial gathering of the 7 chaplains and our
supervisor.
That
same day, The Rev. Carl McIntire, fundamentalist founder of the Bible
Presbyterian Church, avid critic of Princeton Seminary from which he received
his degree and ardent attacker of Communism, sex education in the schools, and
fluoridation of the water … announced a planned march on the State Capitol
seeking “10,000 Bible Believing Christians” to gather and preach against the
(in his words) heretical Upsala
College in East Orange, NJ and the heretical Lutherans in general.
I
have to say that my first day as a student chaplain in the State Mental Hospital did not begin well.
And it got worse. Being the only
Lutheran, our Supervisor who had once been a Lutheran pastor but then left the
church despising Lutherans assigned me what were called in those days “the back
wards.” I was housed, with two other
men, one a lab technician, and the other a nurse, in the former Nurses
Quarters, next to the houses provided for physicians doing their residency
programs.
That
Summer of 1969, Neil Armstrong would be the first person to walk on the Moon,
the “Aquarian Exposition: 3 Days of Peace & Music” would take place on the
farm of Max Yasgur (Woodstock), and I would spend my time visiting all the
Lutheran patients living with mental illnesses … some placed there by the
State, some by their parents, some because they had committed murder, some
because there were unable to live without medication which for one reason or
another was unavailable to them.
It
was a lonely time for me. I learned that
loneliness and isolation can take place even in the midst of 3,000 people. It was lonelier even more for those patients
I came to know and respect and even love; listening to their stories, watching
their anguish, seeing many of them be led to the hallway where in a line of 30
or so beds they would experience (against their wills) the device called electro-shock therapy. I was more aligned with the patients than
with the physicians, or the senior chaplain … and I have to give credit to two
angel-nurses, Ann and Joann, who assigned to the back men’s ward, brought cleanliness, courage, compassion, and from
time-to-time joy to the men in their charge.
They saved me as well from utter despair.
Trenton Hospital (which at it’s height had grown to an overcrowded
population of 5,000 patients) was emptied in the 1970’s along with every other
State Mental Facility in our country through the effort of needed and necessary
legislation. But where did they go?
The
planned residences funded by tax dollars never came into being …
…
the answer for far too many persons with mental illnesses was and remains to be
homeless.
I
encourage you to watch the FRONTLINE program on PBS called The Released … Five years ago, Frontline told the story of the
severely mentally ill in our jails and prisons. Today, nearly all have since
been released … and re-arrested. The
hour-long show is an intimate look at the lives of persons with serious mental
illnesses as they struggle to remain free.
Loneliness
and isolation which comes as an overwhelming burden to persons living with
mental illnesses … and their families … is the most dangerous thing. It is like wearing a brand upon one’s
forehead. It means that one lives not
with the comfort of others that we know as human relationship, but always with
suspicious looks from the non-illness-world.
The
statistics are available and well-documented …
- One in every 5 adult Americans, more than 30
million people, suffer from a diagnosable mental disorder in any 6 month
period.
- 18 million people suffer from schizophrenia
and/or a depressive disorder.
- Over 7 million children and adolescents suffer
from a mental illness.
- Each year, over 35,000 Americans commit suicide,
an average of one suicide every 15 minutes.
- The cost to the U.S. economy of mental illness is estimated at
$50-100 billion annually.
On
this day, Lutheran people everywhere unite in praying for persons who have
mental disorders of all kinds. We pray also for their families and other care
givers. We pray that understanding and
compassion will spread throughout congregations and communities of faith as
well as spreading throughout our country.
We
pray that those living in loneliness and isolation even in our congregation
will be embraced and held and helped by us … because we know that the Holy One
intends not for any of us to be so kept away from humanity that our lives are
ones of misery.
We
pray with as much persistence as that widow in the parable told by Jesus who
goes before an unbelieving judge pleading her case day after day, week after
week, month after month, wearing him down until he finally gives in and awards
her a just decision … we pray like that alongside our brothers and sisters and
their families pleading for help and compassionate programs and medications and
treatments so that we can all stand together and be liberated from that
painful, dreadful isolation and loneliness that comes with mental illnesses.
We
light candles today as we come to the Table of the Lord, the signs of
flickering hope … some in memory of those who have left us taken by the
illnesses which they did not create for themselves … some in solidarity with
loved ones who struggle to survive … and some for ourselves … for we know that
where one part of the body is ailing, the whole body is in pain. We light the candles today in love.
Let
us pray.
O
God, we pray for all those with mental illness and other brain disorders and
their families. Your son has told us repeatedly that it is your will to guide
and protect. We pray for courage to challenge the old notions about brain
disorders which created guilt and shame in so many lives. For all who cannot
advocate for themselves, awaken in us a voice that will not be silenced. Your
word inspires us to bring hope, healing and acceptance to those with brain
disorders and their loved ones. Amen. Deo Gratias (+) The Rev. Benjamin Larzelere III
Pastor, Christ Lutheran Church
Santa
Fe, NM
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